anesthesia.
If we are under anesthesia, we can not feel the pain. We know that he is actually there. Something stunned us, makes us to believe that we are fine. The thing is, the source of the pain, a sore or broken something that has to heal - which is there and it is raging inside us, a secret party celebrating under the skin. We are not invited, but maybe we can get the noise that sounds muffled through the floors. We see the shit that's left when all the party guests have left, if it is over, the party, the anesthetic. clean out clean up and then of course we can.
anesthesia is given to understand in order to avoid pain, to ignore it. A deliberate muck of feelings. You can decide when and where to get a general anesthetic.
But what if not?
If we just do not intentionally do something that stunned us, takes us any sense?
If we want to hear the party music at full volume, rather than just the dull bass?
If we really want to go to the party, but just can not get past the bouncer?
Then we find ourselves in a vegetative state. After an accident, a severe impact, unprepared and painful. We get to maybe what is happening around us, we hear talk and bluster, but it solves nothing in us. It is not clear when we wake up, when we are somewhat awake. The vegetative state
is not voluntary. We are looking for can not stand it happened. We do not know when, but it goes away.
All I can do is breathe. And I look forward to the next party, where I can dance again.
Sabby
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